The Alter Ego

I think people are having trouble with this blog LOL
You see, I did know if it would work.
I though it prudent to be cautious, and use my pen name.
I have heard of not so nice people,acting very badly.
I know the Lord did not give us a Spirit of Fear
So I may enter the reall facts yet.
Until that time bare with me, this is an experiment.

The Big C & Friends

When you hear the word Cancer what do think of ?
My first reaction is usually:
"I KNOW A LIE FROM THE PIT OF HELL WHEN I HEAR ONE!"
I get on every prayer chain I can think of, and have prayer warriors get to work.

This never became more true when one of my friends recieved such news.
I could not believe it, there had never been any cancer in the family.
But there it was, in my face and ripping at my heart.
I did not want to loose another friend to cancer.

I know that sounds selfish, but it was another feeling gripping at me.
This woman is my sister, I talk to her all the time at least once a week.
If I lived in the same city, I'd see her more than once a week.
She knows the all kinds of stuff about me, and loves me anyway.
I was there helping to deliever her 6th child. I love those kids.

But I was loosing it and that is just not like me
I will fast and pray at the drop of a hat.

So shaking myself  loose from self-pity,
I start to put on the armor of God and I looked up.
(I do not like back door attacks or baneful whispers.)
The doctors have a plan and so does God.
And so far God has handled every request we have put before Him.
He is good like that-SMILE

Yes, I know that my Heavenly Father can help
us handle what He has allowed.
Not caused but allowed.
I know who I trust and who to call on.
Trust is an interesting thing, and I do Trust Him.

Today I Begin

This is my first time blogging! Yeah kicking a screaming into the 21st century-giggle.
I am over 50 and find myself in the older woman category-hmmm
Just when this happened I don't know, but I am not sure I like it.
I have always gone to older women and asked what they thought about this or that.
Now women and younger women are coming to me. Scary in many ways.
(more about that later)
Well I am hoping to find others like me (50+), and get to know some younger women too.
I hope to post things like; Then and Now, share recipe or two, Solitude,
and the passion of my faith-Jesus.
Who knows where this blog will take me or how big it will get or Not.
I also know I will have to learn how to use this computer-ug : )
Oh by the way, I also hope to have FUN doing it.
I think that is all for today, I hope this works-LOL